mar.2.2026

5:03pm

I can see why people say never tell anyone your plans.

sure, you can say what happened, but not really what you're gonna do. it's like whenever I try to tell others about plans, I just get a gut feeling asking myself why did I do that. because now it'll seem like once I do fail, they could always bring it up and how I still haven't lived up to my goals, and that makes me extremely doubtful just from the thought of that happening.

however, I can't just like, give up from it because I already made up the goal. I think every month that has been shitty is only because I just think it's going to be shitty. I just want to get in the mindset that if it's going to be a great month so that way I can actually live through that.

basically, no matter what it gonna hold me back this month, I'm gonna try my hardest not to isolate myself from it, because I was genuinely out and about the past week and I felt so refreshed doing so.

- gabe.