jun.8.2026

12:00pm

been using my camcorder a lot more recently. brought it to a couple functions and such, and I want to record more so I can make a summer vlog. want to focus more on casual, conversational footage; plus with the editing style I have, I know I'm gonna have some fun with it. however, I wanna go back to my old style for editing vlogs because it seems I can only edit absurdly and I can't seem to go back to that.


- gabe.

jun.5.2026

11:33pm

oh my god I should stop spending. I spent everything I bought with quarters and dimes for 2 cd's and a sweater. really good deals, but damn that's literally my fucking coins that I've been saving for months.

was it worth it? lowkey yeah. I got a college dropout cd and a yellow nike sweater from goodwill. now for the college dropout, I don't really listen to this specific album as much. I'm more of a late registration/yeezus listener. however, after relistening to the college dropout, there were a lot of songs that made me grateful for this 8 dollar purchase. while browsing through the cd's at the barnes & noble, I also had options to get graduation and twisted fantasy, but they weren't really good picks for me. mainly because I don't listen to twisted fantasy as much, and both cd's were in digipack cases and not jewel cases (it's just a preference).

the other cd I mentioned was enter the wu-tang (36 chambers) by wu-tang clan. now if you put a gun to the back of my head and told me to name more than 2 songs on that album, you might as well pull the trigger because this cd is actually not for me. I bought as a gift for a friend of mine as a graduation gift.

when we first met around 2 years ago, one of the first albums he used to mention to me a lot was from wu-tang. he went on about how his dad tries to not show him rapcmusic, but then again his dad used to listen to albums like 36 chambers when he was a teenager. it was either that or frank sinatra, but I couldn't find a good sinatra cd since he already found his favorite one and there wasn't any from the barnes & noble. speaking of which, with the amount of times I've visited their bookstore for the cd's, I signed up for a rewards account. who knows, I might have to visit more often.


I'm lowkey happy how much my collection has been growing. I've done some calculations, and I've spent about 85 dollars for all 12 CD's. I have a discogs account to also log my collection and it's giving me results that are just a same difference.

- gabe.

jun.4.2026

8:53pm

spent most of my day out, going from building to building asking if they're hiring. it's even worse when they keep telling me to apply online when I already did.

- gabe.

jun.3.2026

12:05am

that new backrooms movie is... definitely a movie.

like it wasn't bad or anything, but it's just just.

then I watched society of the snow and yeah that made my day better. that movie was depressing as fuck. so yesterday pretty much had some good and... yeah.

today, I went on a long ass walk, came back home, and applied for a lot of jobs. for some reason I feel like it'll never work out because I'm still 17 at the moment and my resume is lowkey ass because I barely have any experience. my family suggested lying at this point.

for my own personal work, I don't think I'll ever have the time to do anything, but at the same time I currently have all of the time in the world and I just choose going out. after taking a walk, I've only thought about finishing a new issue for yellowjournal. I have not started at all and I was supposed to release it by the time I graduated (may 18th).

hopefully, things will work out by the end of this month. this is my month after all.

- gabe.

jun.1.2026

10:03am

it's my birthday month !

had to start my month right by taking a walk around 7am. about an hour and a half in I had to take a shit because I ate a lot of raw meat from last night's party. however I was like, 30 minutes away from my home, but I pushed through surprisingly.

as of right now, I'm gonna go out around noon to watch that new backrooms movie because I wanna get 20% off my ticket. my broke ass is not paying 14 dollars for a movie that I keep hearing is "the movie of all time this year".

- gabe.